What I wrote in 2005
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Posted by: JHB ® 02/19/2024, 11:15:35 Author Profile Edit Alert Forum Admin Post Reply

I was just checking how old this forum is (19years) and I found this post I wrote. I must say it is remarkable in its clarity. _____________________________________________________ In 1999 when I first read EPO there was only Mishler's radio interview, and a few unsubstantiated allegations of empty brandy bottles in Rawat's trash. The other stuff was an analysis of his claim to a lineage of Perfect Masters. It was questioning my belief in that lineage that I think pushed me out, but I must admit I wanted to stop believing. My choice was:- 1. Rawat was the Messiah and I would never be worthy of him. 2. Rawat wasn't the Messiah and I was free to live my life as my desires and conscience dictated. I chose 2, and subsequent evidence confirms I made the right choice, OR, the Perfect Master is so perverse that he deliberately makes it almost impossible to trust him in which case the Perfect Master can go fuck himself. John. Modified by JHB at Mon, Feb 19, 2024, 11:16:01

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My exit was similar --- aunt bea ( Mon, Feb 19, 2024, 13:00:48 ) ( 1254 bytes ) And something else --- aunt bea ( Mon, Feb 19, 2024, 13:23:07 ) ( 1641 bytes ) EPO, at first glance, was Premie Porn.... --- 1972 ( Mon, Feb 19, 2024, 17:54:30 ) ( 1390 bytes ) +3 OMG - identical reaction here! --- Ash ( Mon, Feb 19, 2024, 18:55:33 ) ( 362 bytes ) Re: EPO, at first glance, was Premie Porn.... --- Susan ( Mon, Feb 19, 2024, 19:06:34 ) ( 5744 bytes ) link +1 A funny thing just happened this evening --- aunt bea ( Tue, Feb 20, 2024, 15:30:54 ) ( 4097 bytes ) link +1 I don't want this thead to end! --- Susan ( Tue, Feb 20, 2024, 16:12:07 ) ( 345 bytes ) +1 Re: I don't want this thead to end! //OK, Here's one of mine.... --- 1972 ( Tue, Feb 20, 2024, 17:40:24 ) ( 3314 bytes ) +2 wow --- Susan ( Tue, Feb 20, 2024, 20:33:30 ) ( 970 bytes ) Prem's excessive drinking --- lakeshore ( Wed, Feb 21, 2024, 11:53:42 ) ( 1055 bytes ) My first peek at EPO --- lakeshore ( Tue, Feb 20, 2024, 05:05:00 ) ( 2195 bytes ) +1 this may be my favorite story hour on the forum for a long time... --- Susan ( Tue, Feb 20, 2024, 16:18:55 ) ( 961 bytes ) +1 Re: this may be my favorite story hour on the forum for a long time... --- KarenK ( Tue, Feb 20, 2024, 17:26:20 ) ( 8565 bytes ) link img +3 so sad --- Susan ( Tue, Feb 20, 2024, 23:46:56 ) ( 128 bytes ) +1 Re: so sad - Indeed! --- Ash ( Wed, Feb 21, 2024, 02:24:07 ) ( 24 bytes ) +1 Re: so sad - Indeed! --- KarenK ( Wed, Feb 21, 2024, 08:42:12 ) ( 2631 bytes ) +1 So: how long.... --- Ash ( Wed, Feb 21, 2024, 13:49:26 ) ( 300 bytes ) +1 Re: So: how long.... --- KarenK ( Wed, Feb 21, 2024, 14:14:26 ) ( 858 bytes ) +1 Thank you! --- Ash ( Wed, Feb 21, 2024, 16:19:13 ) ( 2352 bytes ) +1 Re: Thank you! --- KarenK ( Wed, Feb 21, 2024, 18:14:30 ) ( 537 bytes ) +1 So: --- Ash ( Wed, Feb 21, 2024, 18:46:56 ) ( 560 bytes ) +1 Re: So: --- KarenK ( Wed, Feb 21, 2024, 19:56:02 ) ( 1456 bytes ) +2 I don't.... --- Ash ( Thu, Feb 22, 2024, 03:28:24 ) ( 4812 bytes ) A not so funny story... --- lakeshore ( Thu, Feb 22, 2024, 07:34:39 ) ( 3705 bytes ) +1 Re: A not so funny story... --- KarenK ( Thu, Feb 22, 2024, 08:10:08 ) ( 111 bytes ) Just for the record the Maharaji Mala Boob picture was not my creation --- eDrek ( Wed, Feb 21, 2024, 15:55:46 ) ( 229 bytes ) +4 Re: Just for the record the Maharaji Mala Boob picture was not my creation --- Ash ( Wed, Feb 21, 2024, 16:26:29 ) ( 81 bytes ) Re: Just for the record the Maharaji Mala Boob picture was not my creation --- Susan ( Wed, Feb 21, 2024, 16:52:50 ) ( 137 bytes ) Re: Just for the record the Maharaji Mala Boob picture was not my creation --- KarenK ( Wed, Feb 21, 2024, 18:18:04 ) ( 199 bytes ) Re: Just for the record the Maharaji Mala Boob picture was not my creation --- 1972 ( Wed, Feb 21, 2024, 21:57:18 ) ( 547 bytes ) +1 Ok, here it is in all of its glory --- eDrek ( Thu, Feb 22, 2024, 09:30:13 ) ( 182 bytes ) link +1 wasn't it a GIF animation? --- aunt bea ( Thu, Feb 22, 2024, 10:16:51 ) ( 139 bytes ) +2 Mrs Bea! --- 13 ( Thu, Feb 22, 2024, 10:20:43 ) ( 126 bytes ) +1 nt --- aunt bea ( Thu, Feb 22, 2024, 11:41:52 ) ( 2 bytes ) Re: wasn't it a GIF animation? --- eDrek ( Thu, Feb 22, 2024, 13:34:30 ) ( 70 bytes ) +1 Re: wasn't it a GIF animation? --- eDrek ( Thu, Feb 22, 2024, 13:59:04 ) ( 295 bytes ) img +3 Re: wasn't it a GIF animation? --- lesley ( Thu, Feb 22, 2024, 16:18:30 ) ( 80 bytes ) img thanks a lot! --- Ash ( Thu, Feb 22, 2024, 18:54:20 ) ( 80 bytes ) Re: wasn't it a GIF animation? --- Rod ( Thu, Feb 22, 2024, 22:00:36 ) ( 34 bytes ) Re: this may be my favorite story hour on the forum for a long time... --- tommo ( Fri, Feb 23, 2024, 16:32:31 ) ( 220 bytes ) +1 Re: this may be my favorite story hour on the forum for a long time... --- KarenK ( Fri, Feb 23, 2024, 17:50:30 ) ( 171 bytes )