EPO, at first glance, was Premie Porn....
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02/19/2024, 17:54:30
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The first time I saw the original EPO site was in the early 2000's. I was not online yet, and someone handed me a laptop at a family gathering and told me to search anything I wanted on this new thing called the internet.
Being a good premie, I typed in rawats name and up popped EPO!
My first reaction was that I had stumbled onto what I eventually called "premie porn"! Was I supposed to be looking at this? Was this ok? Would it put me in my mind? Who put this stuff up? What were the consequences of my looking at it?
And that was the first major crack in the facade, the first major "drip" for me.
And the first time I posted, wow, that was challenging! And liberating!

What I realized was that this was the first time I could actually converse with other premies (most of them were now ex-premies) in a normal, non cult like setting
I soon began to realize that mr. rawat was not enlightening me or liberating me in some way, he was actually teaching me how to stay in his clutches as his devotee!
The rest as they say, is history....

And then, when Roger eDrek's "boob site" of rawat came out, well that really was premie porn, I suppose...
And TED Farkel, for those who remember, helped me along the road to recovery as well....






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