Gok,

Please take your own advice:   it is important to distinguish between - on the one hand - beliefs, assumptions, inferences, conjecture, speculation, suspicions, imagination, etc., and - on the other hand - facts, actuality, reality. 

You are stubbornly wearing rose-colored glasses that are shaping your thoughts about (1) Prem Rawat, and (2) your own inner experiences.  I can tell you that it is quite a relief to take those glasses off.  The world actually looks better without them.  And at your age, really now!  We used to have the excuse of youthful inexperience and idealism.

If you don't think Randy is protecting Maharaji in the Jagdeo issue, then ask him.  He was riding in Maharaji's car at the time of the car accident and it was he who rushed Maharaji into another car which sped off.  So we know already that he is willing to protect Rawat from embarassing situations.

His email address, along with his photo and his currect work in his own real estate company are all published by him on the Internet.  The link provides his email address.  Ask him yourself.