The simplest answer to this issue is to ask Prem Rawat. I'm sure he would remember such an important issue, and as you believe he is such a fine, moral, and kind person, I'm sure he will be happy to clear this up once and for all. In fact, if you suggest it to him, he would probably make a public announcement about it. BTW, did you know that he promised the father of the woman who was raped by Jagdeo (yes - a later account from her used the word 'raped') in the personal meeting with him that he (Rawat) would make a public announcement about Jagdeo. I'm sure it's just slipped his mind, so with you being on such good terms with him and all, he's sure to do so when you remind him. Let us know how you get on.