Jonx,  perhaps you could at least give us the benefit of the doubt that we are expressing our own experiences.  You ask us to do that for you, why can't you do that for us?

We were there.  We followed Maharaji for years, many of us for a decade before you ever got involved.  So, we have credibility.  You are entitled to your opinion, Jonx, but you have no right whatsoever to say that our own experience and our own opinions are not valid.

The fact that you feel this compulsive need to respond and say we are just confused, given that do be that way we had to "misinterpret" plain English, just isn't credible.

Plus, you are in a cult, and so you lack credibility on the subject of the cult you are in.