i hear about maharaji all the time because I am surrounded by people, including my parents, who have received knowledge and followed him for a long time so i got to know what this is all about. Knowledge is so simple that you don't necesseraly need to receive it to understand what it is. Personnally i don't think i need that right now because i already have my own way to turn back inside, thats why i dont feel like watching the keys to learn how to practice but i was planning to when someone will bring me the videos. As for browsing ex-premie.org, i already did and I must say its a nice load of not so impartial content. Why don't you guys ever mentionned ,for example, that maharaji personnally asked his premies to stop donating at one time, and you know he really did. If you can't remember, I'll get back to you with the event where he said it. Do you know how he got his cars by the way? he didn't buy them with the money from donations, he RECEIVED them from the own free will of a generous donator. It's just an aspect that shows you guys don't go really deep in details. If you would, doubt wouldn't have its place then and thats exactly what you want from people, that they doubt in all this uncertainty. In the end, its all a matter of beliefs. So i respect (but i don't share) the way you choose to view maharaji but  to me it's wrong to hold on to the image of a man instead of what he has to offer. People had doubts in Jesus too back then so no exceptions this time as well.  Anyways you're  right on one point, I can't waste any more time here debating with people who've already made up their mind about Maharaji. I say keep feeding your doubts while i am paying attention to a thing that is certain to me, knowledge.

-concerning my nickname, I've been using it for a long time and it has nothing to do with the trajedy that happenned recently. I just liked the name and now im used to it.