Hi George,

To reclaim a word that Rawat often used back then, I got sucked into the vortex of Rawat's oppression, which was/is pathological, to say the least.

I remember his tone of voice during that particular satsang, something we premies used to call "powerful satsang."  "Oh, Maharaji gave such powerful satsang!"  Now I can say freely that he was snotty, sarcastic, arrogant, and so incredibly mean and cruel to us:  the people in the world who loved him the most.