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i met a person recently who no longer practises knowledge they were told not to become an ex-premie by a high up dude in the cult hierachy --what the! the person left due to some psycological abuse, they did not elaberate. this person has retained the psychic, spiritual, inner feelings--vibes, and associates some of these inner sensations ,vibes as to do with the guru. likeknows when an event starts and the guru starts to speak -feels it. when i practised i too had this same type of experience. for them it would be very hard to put aside 30yrs of conditioning and beleif in their inner sensations. abook that gave me a clue to the hallucinary reality of inner sensations was by --david chritopher lane exposeing cults , when the skeptical mind meets the mystical . this person occasionally reads f 8 and the epo. will they go back to the cult due to their missunderstanding of the cause of inner vibes? vibes bind, but there is all so the social life style of being in a large group to give up. and haveing left and realizing and liveing with the fact you were in a cult. the guilt of trying to and bringing family and freinds into the cult is humiliating. to consider you were sucked in, and followed a false god , it is very hard to accept and deal with. this person told a premie freind of many years about the epo and they responded by telling them that they wanted nothing to do with them ever again.did the epo cause them to doubt their premie reality? (no doubt) so they shot the messenger or in other words , they could not accept the info they read on the epo so projected all of their inner conflict on to their" freind" and basically flicked them---------
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