Just think, without having yourself back, you'd probably be chasing Rawat around after receiving invitations to listen to the "author, international speaker and peace ambassador."
That's exactly what current invitations say.
The problem is that you'd know better. You'd have your secret. You'd see it as cover. You'd still be concealing the "truth" you can't share with anyone. You'd lie to cover-up the truth about "who he really is." Evasive. Deflecting.
"Oh, he's just an author I really like who talks about peace."
Only truly comfortable in satsang, the company of truth, listening and keeping in touch as they call it these days, surrounded by others who know the secret about the author, international speaker and peace ambassador.
