Hi everyone,

the main thing in the process of recieving knowlegde are not the technics - could be given by everyone. The main thing is the setting around and maby mostly the knowledge selection. The fact that Rennie D. experienced a lot of inner light made me think again about it. I for myself experienced a "complet light experience" too, but I was so openhearted and I was so thankfull that a holy person would touch me that even a ugly duckling could have pushed me up to the moon. I mean the setting has a high created atmosphere. I was completly filled with light I clearly remember that and after the session I felt new born and baptised in M. But, but, but in all my time as a premie I never reached such a tripy experience again. Okay I had some nice blissed out times, I felt quiete and relaxed and I had some insight but I would say that this is a good product of meditation or sitting silently concentrated. This one experience bound me to PR and made me so open for his speeches. But today I'm convinced that it was the setting and the pressure around the knowledge session that but me in that mental state where I experienced some transcendental stuff, it were not the technics itself. Maybe Rennie D should think about that sort of magic. This knowledge session was at my time somekind of initation to the path of devotion to M and I was powered up with a lot of ancient stories. Mohani Bai came by and touch my forehead and I felt like: " okay jump in the ocean of love" and I mentally jumped and I bathed in light, at least I felt like, or was it only a state of dream, because I had programmed myself for a few weeks before to this "important" moment. But no knowledge review or nearly endless meditation could bring me an equal experience. It was an experience, but like all other experience the first time was the most impressive, like falling in love for the first time, first acidtrip, first everything and so on. But in all religous groups people talk abour similar experience, wether Christian or other groups. They push you under water and than you are familiar with the holy spirit, yeah wonderful, but please leave me alone, most of that is just the ticket to an neverending illusion.

let me live and die without all of that, life is good enough

wolfie