And just to let you know that I really appreciate your input here. When I first exed, reading some of M's old satsangs that you had posted, really helped me to understand that it had all been my own projection - because most of what he says makes no sense (unless your in the cult). And we don't have to rely on memory, when it's written in black and white on F8. Who can argue with that?! I think there's a big difference between those premies who gradually move on from M&K, and for whom it's no big deal - just a gradual phasing out. And others, like myself, who decide to check out EPO (whilst still believing that M was the lotu), and then having to deal with all that information, and come to terms with what feels like a loss. I found that reading the forum was especially helpful during that time - including your posts.
I have been lazy myself, and not posted much in recent months. And I don't know where everyone has gone, but it does seem quiet here these days. Even though I don't post very often, I do read F8 most days.
All the best
Anna