Yes I agree, no problem with that but where did i not answer a question? Were you refering to yours?

-You haven't received "Knowledge" so why do you need to defend it and Prem Rawat so much?-

I haven't received knowledge, yes, but  I will receive it as soon as I feel ready. You may ask me, but isn't that something everyone would need now? No, not until i feel that thirst maharaji is talking about, then ill be ready otherwise it would be just by curiosity that i would ask for it (maybe that was your motive). I'm young, i won't hide it and you probably figured out. So from the point i'm at right now, I must go and get lost just like anyone else happens to be at one time in their life. and then i'll be looking for only one thing, my way back to home. Can you deny the fact that you have to be ready to receive knowledge? Why do i defend it now? Because its the only way back to home, not the procedure but the direction and maharaji is the only human being of our time that is pointing in that direction. Where else are you going on the outside? nowhere.

I don't think that the motive behind all the travel he does (do you realize how exhausting it is to travel) and all the speeches he made (without notes nor preparation he just let go, yes it gets redundant sometimes! but would you do better? no) has to be money because you know what, people aren't that much donating as you claim! Well they weren't at the begginning so can't you figure out that its maybe why he had to create all that divine trash or videos to get funds because he had to get the means to travel on his own. He travelled 32+ times the turn of the world with his plane btw. I think it's more than a toy...as for the rest, you guys ain't mentionning how much time he spents using his other possessions but you presume that he spends his off-stage time in materialism. You also say he's an alchoolic etc etc.....do you know what an alchoolic is, or a junkie? It doesn't look pretty. There's no way M would be clean like he his during his events if he had to be abusing of drugs or beer, COME ON! He is experiencing it? I don't care, in fact i could approve. Imagine if you were lost in any type of excess, how someone so holly and clean would reach you if he says there's no shame out of these experiences. I'd feel him really far away from me because he wouldn't look legitimate by never having experienced it. Oh and I don't see how his wealth is making him out of reach for many. He could start taking the money to feed the hungry or help the poor but if he was doing so, how would he spread knowledge when he would be QUITE busy taking care of something else? It's not his duty, he is here to spread knowledge and i think its enough for one task.

 -what is the difference between the mind and the heart to you?-

Here's how i represent it to myself:

the mind is the perception that we use but is limitted to this world so it is only paying attention to one's circumstances that happens outside. When you're inlcuding criterias or any of the kind, this is your mind who is speaking ex:"If maharaji has to spread knowledge, he shouldn't be so wealthy." or when you're trying to rationalise something only through brain logic, ex:" knowledge = all these good feelings".....(knowledge means more than just feelings  to the premies i know, is that the only thing you found out of it) I think the brain is something yet really limitted. limitted to this world. So i  don't rely on just that.

The heart is pretty much the opposite, it goes beyond appearances and view one from the inside and makes you see or understand the connection with the outside . If you look at mahariji from the inside you can see he's the one who haven't forgot something we all did. No one can evokes things like he does but when you look at him on the outside he's just...a human being not perfect at all but in the inside, wow perfect.

So wether you adress one or the other, you will get two different perceptions.

it is said that wisdom of God is madness for Man. Go figure why.

I hope i answered something here, sorry for the neverending post. I'd like you to post anything you feel irrelevant on my opinion please. Thank you for reading my posts!