thank you Bob! YES what is posted here, and on other ex-premie sites, are SO VERY supportive, life-necessary, and honestly, kind....kind to speak the truth...true kindness is a heart-centered act of tremendous bravery...to stop what is not kind, what is abusive, to stand up and say simply "no"...and with all this truth telling my partner helped me find that I had no idea could possibly be on the internet, that premies could actually LEAVE the cult and end their devotion to the mirage AND speak out truthfully is truly awesome and inspiring, and a RELIEF to find....a reflection of sanity my father could never give me...nor can my step-mother now, nor any of their/her now premie friends
thank you so much for your generous sharing about how, and IF, to speak with her...I super appreciate you going out on a limb, and so thoroughly! again, what a relief to read words of what is real and what I also experience (throughout my life) of what others do in order to not take responsibility...great points!!!
I feel joyful and a sense of calm with your "knowing" me and my father, and brother, through shared experience at the same time/years!! extraordinary....I feel you being the witness now that I never had back then as I walked into the ashram, stayed there with my brother for our weekend visits with my father, etc....thank you for seeing me, it is very healing, for us all....I feel called to share generously what that was like for me and all the experiences that wish to be born into being seen and offered for healing for us all negatively impacted by a narcissistic sociopath as truly that is what the man who now calls himself Prem Rawat is....and a fraud, conman, deceptive predator....
blessings and gratitue,
Yasma
