I am just wondering where you are going with this?

Are you feeling the need to excuse Rawat's behaviour towards his children?

Or is it just an act of service - an attempt at a bit of PR.

We are all getting towards the business end of life.  

Just recently I read an article about a group of gay husbands in the LDS church and one of the phrases that came up was 'Suspension of Disbelief'.

Step A - set aside innate belief - that a mixed orientation marriage won't work.

It was the same becoming a premie - set aside your innate belief in yourself.  

All I did was open the door to a nice young man, we hit it off and I listened to what he had to say.  He was a premie.  

I clearly remember thinking that before I went ahead with my plans for my life (unformed but happening), I should stop and listen to what God has to say.  

I so don't believe in the idea of God any more, it was not something I ever thought about as a teenager but when the idea of God's messenger was put before me I already had the idea that God might exist in my head.