But I started writing and it is such a story of heavy abuse. 

It spooks me. My own life story.

It spooks me because it is Rawat his wife his "good" doctors, the Hanzelik/Horton glorious pair who are involved. But also the super heavy domestic abuse I faced. All this enmeshed. My trying to survive all this. Which I did so far. 

I am writing on it. And I want to say. i want to tell. 

Heck I do. But..

It is so exposing. 

Especially if I tell it as it was. I mean not able to make something humourous about it. Which maybe I should try.

Make everybody laugh is better.