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06/09/2017, 13:43:57
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I have nothing against meditation per se. Yet it seems to be a big mistake to go in there to either calm down or get into some modified consciousness states, which I did a lot. And successfully. Probably not to my advantage!

I had a strong aversion to any type of meditation for many years.  I wouldn't even attempt it.  What I found was that I had to listen to myself about not meditating, because there was too close an association to Rawat himself, and his toxic belief systems.  Altered states?  Don't hyperventilate or too much navel gazing.  Living is for being around people and enjoying planet Earth. 


There are some ex-premies who don't have the same issues that I did.  Others do.  The walk to recovery from being in a destructive personality cult can slow to a limp sometimes.  That's when it's time to rest.  Although, I know it's hard not to read the forum and EPO.

Be well!
Cynthia







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