Some of these responses are beyond what I could have expected. I forgot how much you guys get it (!!!) The detail! Talk about on the money. Thank you from my battered soul.
I will reply in more detail but only have my phone with me here in the countryside. Apart from my middle-aged eyesight threatening to annoy, the autocorrect on this thing could drive any rational person to near suicide.
I will think of you all in the sun today, thankful I reached out here once again. I don't feel quite so alone (with this) today. Once again, thank you.