You must take complete responsibiltiy for all the "confusion" and "concepts" that led to things like Maharaji claiming to be God, all the Krishna-costume-dancing business, darshan, and the like.  As Malibu Prem said in the Atlanta Training, it was ALL due to the confusion and concepts of the Mahatmas that all that stuff happened, and the premies believed such things.  He, of course, had nothing to do with it, and was forced, by the Mahatmas like you,  to dance half naked on stage in a Krishna crown against his will, many times, for years.

So, Mahatma Ji, let us see some groveling, mea culpas and acceptance of total blame for your confusion.  Whether or not Rawat is (or was) all powerful or the "superior power in person," (which he wrote himself, but you made him do it), it is still ALL YOUR FAULT.

I'm sure that was explained in the instructors seminar.