...That my financial situation played a part in my decision too. I mean, even though the darshan of the lawd is beyond price and would have zapped me through the next zillion lifetimes to a place of undulating and eternal bliss, now that my youthful zest is no longer what it was I have to take monetary considerations seriously.

I can no longer run away from the railway ticket inspector liked I used to do.Also, if you arrive at the programme without having registered ( ie. paid) there's a strenuous vetting procedure !

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