Yeah, I remember that.  It was supposed to be worse than hell, just complete desolation.

You remind me about how so much of the Rawat cult is built on fear of falling off the path.  Remember this?:

If you don't practice this Knowledge, you will get rotten inside. There is so much energy contained in this Knowledge, just imagine how much harm it will be able to do you if you know it, but do not use it properly.’
(From ‘The Sayings of Guru Maharaj Ji’, Vol. 3.)

Rotten inside.  This is kinda far from what Ghi is saying that it's just something to enjoy, might not be for everyone, and an "individual" thing.  I guess he disagrees with Maharaji on that.