"I may be at times excessively skeptical about what ex-premies say to me. .... sometimes I sincerly don't know whom or what to believe. Though I cannot seriously doubt that Rawat is unreliable and that the DLM has harmed some people but it would unfair to current students if I believed the ex-premies uncritically."

In what way do you think you might be unfair to present students? The fairest thing is to tell the truth which the cult is doing it's best to bury. Please be aware of the impact of this critical approach onto people who are using this forum to help process their time out of an abusive cult.