Hi John,

thanks very much. I believe your words. You are taking care for yourself. After spending 28 years in this premieworld, I don't want to spent the rest of my precious time to cultivate my anger in good arguments against Maharaji. If it would not be him it would somehow some other Guru I would have followed.

I felt a little sorry for you, cause your fight aginst it was obviously ego bound. But your profession is to be a journalist and so this is a desease that may stick to this profession to fight in that way and to cover up things like that. In this way you have't had not much in your hands it was too much based on morals and your own experience.

According to my thinking, it is importend to explain and to inform that cults can be dangerous to individuals. We gone through a process and we learned a lot. For me I can say I came to the same resulution, cause I want to be free and this can not happen with a lot of anger in my heart. I forgive myself for being so easiely hooked. And in the premieworld I see too much that I don't like and I will have the freedom to say it with a calm mind, what I don't like, but that does not mean that I don't like the human beings that are involved.

my best wishes to you .....your post moved me and I will it remember more clearly as Maharaji'  often bigot, sweet words..........the truth will make us free.

love .....wolfie