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02/02/2005, 00:15:27
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Why do I care if you think rawat is a kind and loving person who cares about you? I don’t. I do know, however, that he is insatiable and the he is still actively recruiting new sources of income. Whether you ever leave his clutches or not, I do not care. You have found your way to the truths offered here. Whether or not you decide to open the mind rawat has told you for years and years not to use, not listen to, that is your decision. Technically, I suppose it’s not your decision after that many years of indoctrination. Let’s assume, though, that you are of at least average intelligence and that, with enough effort on your part, you could overcome rawat’s brainwashing and actually read and learn. It is the innocents he is trying to indoctrinate that I care about. He is trying constantly to get new people, young people into his cult. Why? To keep the money coming in. The amazing thing is, you really think he cares about you. Amazing.

Okay, so rawat cares about you very much? Is that the birthday card he sent you? Maybe he just missed your birthday and it’s an anniversary card. He was too busy to send a card and picked up the phone to wish you a happy day, wasn’t that it? These are things that a kind and loving person who cares about us might do without a second thought. Maybe not every year, but certainly once in our lifetime. Maybe the card was a message of joy on the anniversary of your receiving knowledge, was that it? He does know that date, doesn’t he? I mean, if he loves you that much, wouldn’t that be the kind of thing he would keep track of? A printed form, even? I get that much from my insurance agent.

If you write to him, either a casual greeting or the most heartfelt letter you could possibly compose, do you have a reasonable expectation of a response from him? Any response? A note? Phone call? Oh, he’s busy? But, he cares about you very much, you told me that.

Don’t you, at this point premies, have to ask yourselves, does he really care about me? I ask all premies to honestly think about this question. I know of many letters, cards, notes and other messages sent to Maharaji by premies. I do not know of a single personal response from Maharaji to these premies he “cares about” so deeply. No doubt he has responded on occasion. I don’t know of any. Yet, many premies continue to insist that "Maharaji loves me more than anyone on the world". To them I say, you are not looking around you to those who love you day in and day out. Those who do write, call, drop you a note to say, "Hey, I'm thinking about you."

Does Maharaji really love me more than anyone else in the world? If you take your hearts out and look at them in the light of real caring and affection, you know the honest answer to that. He does not even know of your existence, other than in the most vague way as a number in his totals of pwk's.

In reality, this person who "cares about" you so much has not even once picked the damn phone or hit 'reply' on an e-mail ---personally--- and said, “Hey, thanks for the support. I do love you.”






Modified by premie_spouse at Wed, Feb 02, 2005, 00:19:36

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