Thanks, Jonx, for your kind words.A couple of points:
you sound like you are getting more confused with each passing day
I cannot answer for how I sound to you, Jonx, but I think I am getting very much clearer and less confused, particularly as regards Maharaji and my involvement with him for 30+ years.
Not sure why you would burden that family with your deliberations though
Actually they emailed me first, and I answered their questions in as respectful and loving a manner as I could. Are you suggesting I should have simply ignored their email ?
BTW, I am very much looking forward to reading your answers to Jim's excellent questions in his post to you immediately above this one.
-- Mike