and, yes, the truth about my father - shocking and such a relief....and a healing for him I feel even in pure spirit he is... I feel it is healing his and mine relationship, and I hope for him and my brother, for our whole, though has been broken and hurting, family....this is why my profound gratitude for everyone who posts here, on all the other ex-premie sites, the newspaper articles/interviews, jokes about the cult and its leader, images of the greed/lust of the cult leader, the FB posts shared here....it all is bringing such healing to me and thus my family, and all healing affects all of life for we are one family