I have absolutely no reason to concoct such lies about anyone in fact I have many reason not to allow this information to get out. By speaking out against my parents, I am walking away from a promised multi million dollar inheritance! This is exactly the reason my brother who is also a sexual abuse victim of my parents is keeping silent or denying these allegations.

yes my mother of course saw, and another
premie I remember. I won’t mention his name in this post. He was very close to
my father at the time but they drifted apart as most have. As far as I know he
is still in the cult. A few years ago I told a family member that this person
had witnessed the abuse first hand. It may have gotten back to him because
apparently a few weeks later I heard he had a stroke. I remember the incident
so clearly, I won’t get into details here but when my father started molesting
me infront of him, I looked over to see his reaction. He looked like he had
just seen a ghost. His face turned white as a sheet and his whole body
shuttered. I have no ill will toward him for not speaking up. People were
terrified of upsetting him for good reason.

I will admit there was a time in my life that
I did use illegal drugs recreationally after the repressed memories of being
sexually abused by my parents resurfaced. I am certainly not proud of those
days but I look at it as a form of self medication at a time when I couldn’t
even talk to a a therapist about these issues. Thats how frozen inside I was.
For the record My father first gave me alcohol and cannabis when we lived in
Miami Beach, there were several premies who saw this. I was about 7 when we left
that house and never returned.

Excerpted from a lengthier post:

Indoctrination is a lengthy process that
prays on the spiritually thirsty. Is a hungry bear a fool or gullible for
getting caught in a bear trap? Not at all. Trapping animals is tested and even
improved upon by one trapper to the next. In this case though its not animals
being trapped for their body. Its humans beings trapped for their mind and
soul. The biggest difference is that the animal knows right away when they are
trapped. The effectiveness of this particular human trap is that the victim may
never realize that they were trapped until the day they die.

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There are a number of hurtful/critical comments from Prem Rawat defenders directed at Hans in this thread. I know through a 3rd party that Hans and Shana are being subjected to shameless lies intended to discredit them.

Please note that a recording exists in which Prem Rawat acknowledged his sexual abuse of Hans and one of his siblings.