I either forgot or hadn't understood how instrumental Michael was in doing his best to ensure that you were heard. His reply to Terry Yingling really put his efforts to help you and put the entire Jagdeo accountability issue into perspective. I completely understand why all of this makes you feel torn about saying how you feel about Michael/Muktananda.

 

As for "benefit of the doubt," I also feel conflicted because it's not my nature to go after anyone. In this case, Michael is no dummy, far from it. He was fully aware of all the criticism and hypocrisy (not to mention lies) of Prem Rawat. Consequently, he had that kind of experience under his belt along with the rest of his skills and experience. He knew what to look for.

I also wanted to believe his conversion was sincere - or at least hold out some hope - and it very well could be. Misguided again for sure, at least in my opinion, but sincere nevertheless!

That's why I tried to draw a line between superficial, on the surface appearances... and whatever the truth of the matter may be. On the surface, it doesn't look good.

Just learning how much Michael helped you and how grateful you were and continue to be makes it all the more difficult.

Bob