I may not be able to make it to the end. 

I remember his voice but I don't remember the sing song satsang tone. 

"A real guru actually makes that happen for the disciple"

I can't even.  It seems exactly like listening to a premie talk about Knowledge saying "I don't have to think I know" 

Dismay. 

I am going to watch Pride and Prejudice

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lvOHmBsQH8