sometimes I think of the whistle blowers, oh good for them, that's brave, and other times I just come back to the eerie feeling that this is like opening a giant can of worms, it's not just famous people being abusive is it.  It's too big!  denial will have to kick in.

For some of us as we mature we are faced with the need to retain truth and memory, to be able to think logically.  We need to accept the truth embedded in our feelings.  We need to have a history.

The truth seekers.  Can't help it - it's the way we're built.  And I guess there were quite a lot of us in the cult and we're all just as nice as ever, I met up with an old friend the other week, she is still a premie it's like a balancing act over a blank space, she is still such a lovely person, I hope she finds her way out.  I am glad to be back on the ground.

even if it is pretty horrible.  

happy christmas everyone.