I'm like that too.  I'm not ashamed of it but I don't want to say which one, some people can be shocked at the guru aspect and want more dirt and I don't feel like dishing it up.  Particularly to people who lack the imagination to realise it could as easily have been them.  I still feel like the silver lining is in the exiting.

I'm proud to be part of this group - the ex-premies.