For me that means the discipline and emotional restraint necessary to establish an "elephant free zone" in a giant room full of elephants.  it was easy in the cult: "Leave no room for doubt... never question the master... (shut up) and obey agya... just surrender."

But beyond the cult, it boils down to how to cope with so much frustration, resentment and manipulation (caused by people who are so transparent they would make a Casper the Ghost look solid by comparison) when one is hand-tied for various (circumstance imposed) reasons from doing anything about it. 

Almost like some sort of a test of reclaimed emotional stability and maturity after it was stunted for decades in the cult.

It all makes me think about the things I would have said to Rawat and many others in he cult if I was clear headed and free to speak out.  And for good or bad, I'm easily tipped towards cursing like  a sailor!