but yes, god i hated that superiority complex of being a premie, I would always have a bad dose of it after a program.  It would wear off pretty quick tho - here in Australia people are pretty quick to give you that don't be a dill look.  But you're still left with the nub of it - the belief that you have this special knowledge they don't. 

It's so long ago now it's worn into history but it's still so nice to be out of the cult.  I remember that sense of getting the ability to think back - like normal like I had before I got a fake god, like I had thought all the way back into my childhood but which had been stymied all that time inside.