It's damn fucking confusing when someone who really hurt people can make a beautiful piece of art. ...we all have good memories of those we were tricked with. Confusing as all get out. 

Well keep thinking about this...Maybe there's a wider perspective to it and the confusion comes apart and resolves itself.  And then let everyone know what you come up with!   I'm sure it pertains to everyone.  Good thing our little brains are truly NOT our own enemy, but rather such handy contraptions, clever thinking machines they are or whatever that make up for each our identities, so flexible, and may remain in good working order even into old age, likely even to becoming stronger and more powerful, growing by experience and possibly by sudden surprising recognitions as the machinery and memory goes on sorting through everything, all through any abuses we might give ourselves and suffer from others in the midst of it all.  We can actually think twice about things, or three times, or think deeper.  I don't know, maybe it's understandable that a living creature can be beastly, even predatory, and simultaneously have admirable qualities and potential -- and yet understandable still that this perplexes one's inclination to find an easy way to describe it to one's self.  There's probably more to it.

Oh wait... I forgot I was gonna go away and not post stuff for awhile.