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It is true that there is also that aspect. Having to let go of friends. Well maybe that is not at all what you want to do. Since you express having strong bonds of love with your premie friends. In any case, it seems that relating to them brings on pain. When I left the cult, which I did alone like probably many, that was the next layer. After realizing I could not stand Rawat and his wishwash talks any longer, I still mourned being around what felt to me like extended family. I ran a couple of hosting houses in Malibu, and in spite of the hardships, there were also good times and partying and laughing. Lots of premies went thru these 2 places. And we did bond no doubt. All of a sudden, all this was gone. And it is not as there were immediate replacements. In fact having been "away" from regular life on earth did not make it easy to merge back. I felt like another specie. And maybe looked like one too? Who knows. What is sure is that at the beginning and for quite a while, the connection was difficult to say the least. I did shut up mostly. How do you explain to people you' ve just been on such a ride for years! Plus all the rest of it...
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