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Inis, when I got interviewed and then called to work at the airplane project (DECA), I felt like I was the luckiest premie in the world because my first job was receptionist, and Maharaji called everyday. I would never have considered myself a slave (I was) but I knew I was a servant because I was "doing service to my lord," which was his agya to me. Convoluted way to think of one's life actions, no? I should have been starting a career or at the very least, higher education. Rawat and his family have so much hubris to think and pretend they are humble by taking other people's money. Maharaji always said "Goomrodgie is the most humble being." Sure, Marolyn tried to show some humility by telling Jasper that she was being thrifty. Yeah. Then you go to Rawat who has purchased -- again, with other people's money -- speakers and a cd player that cost $270,000. We were their servants and that's how we were viewed. Whether we were blissed out or troubled at the time, we had to endure our duties. And we were always easily dispensible. Mr. Rawat was never our "mother, father, brother, or friend." He was our predator. I'm still standing with SuzyQ's "let the healing begin." Emotions go through different phases, and don't forget to forgive yourself for getting into that cult, and especially congratulate yourself for getting out. Be well! Cynthia Modified by Cynthia at Wed, Jun 21, 2017, 15:01:43 |
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