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Re: Interesting... -- Cynthia | Top of thread | Post Reply | Forum |
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At first your post elicited my anger. I never viewed myself as their servant. I was "doing service", which in my book at the time was elevating, not degrading. But then Cynthia, looking into it a bit more...how did/do they view it? I know you are right. Then reading almost to overdose yesterday Japser' s posts from years past, I realized I was no servant. But a f...slave! Servants are paid. However poorly. Slaves aren't. Servants can take their leave...technically anyway. Slaves are owned. What strikes me is how depleted my choices were back then. Almost all of my energy and ressources sucked into one direction, one pocket. And it was not mine! I do feel angry. Not just sad anymore. And I call this progress. Healthy. Yeah she probably not gonna change. Too much to loose or so she thinks. Probably not ready for rebirth in this lifetime. |
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