Narcissistic Victim Syndrome
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05/09/2017, 07:54:37
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"It's not surprising we end up a bit confused when we start to realise what a world of nonsense we've been inhabiting.

So, young foot-kisser. You've taken the first steps out of the mad, mad world of Maharaji, and well done for that. Hang on in there and all will be revealed. 

And all you looney ex-premies, go easy on him, or her, and remember the forest of confusion you had to stumble through on the way out of cultworld. It's not easy when you stick your head above the parapet."

I'm pretty convinced that we have all been affected to varying degrees by Rawat's Narcissism. (See link below) Posting on the forum has been the best therapy I think I could have found anywhere. There is a lot to come to terms with after leaving the cult. 

I was spoon fed a set of values and required behaviors, backed up by threats and all kinds of guilt trips, for decades. And I ate every bite! It would be unrealistic to think that there was no deep psycho/mental/emotional impact from all of that brainwashing. 

When I sent my first post, my finger hovered above the key pad for hours before I pushed "Post!" Then, I remember being physically rattled, terrified, shaken to my core, about having betrayed Rawat and his belief system. It felt like my entire physical, mental, and emotional being was exploding from the inside out. This is some serious stuff to deal with and we all process it in our own ways. 





Related link: http://narcissisticbehavior.net/narcissistic-victim-syndrome-a-new-diagnosis/
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