"But – this is what I most hope to share – you don’t know whether he is the Perfect Master or not.  You don’t know whether his grace moves and loves billions.  You don’t.  You just don’t."

and what i think is - what if he is the perfect master - does that mean i will be damned forever in the annals - when i die - because i didnt recognize it

am i going to be with all the other people after i die - who didnt accept he was the master

is the people who lets says practiced knowledge about 50% going to be in a special category when they die

how bout the people who only practiced 30% - are they going to be bunched with people who may have a shot to to be in eternity with the master.

Isnt death the thing that sort of nullifies everything - what if i didnt believe or if i did - will i be ultimately punished somehow if i didnt surrender.