I woke from the dream suddenly. I was a "spaced out" premie, not practicing but occasionally going to events. I was sort of waiting for him to re-emerge as the ALL POWERFUL LOTU and I would pick right back up where we left off in the '70's.

I had bought Daya's CD and was searching for any objective non-premie reviews and I stumbled across this Forum and Jagdeo's pedophilia. I read the Forum through the night and by morning I was ex-ed.

Awakening from the dream was sudden, rude, rip-my-heart-out painful. Much like realizing your lover has lied to you about everything and he has been cheating on you the whole time. Only deeper. It was my soul that had been cheated on. My soul that had been ripped off. My soul that had been raped. 

"If it quacks like a duck...." He has all the hallmarks of  malignant egophrenia, narcissistic personality disorder, pathological liar (although he DID tell the truth when he said you don't want to see the dark side of me) and mean sadist. 

Could he be an incarnation of GOD and perfect Light and Love? NOPE, NOPE, NOPE, NOPE AND NOPE! How do I know? I know when I have been ripped off and a being of light wouldn't do that.

Karen