Re: A new voice on the Forum
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05/02/2017, 00:12:11
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I took pimping to mean procuring women. 

It doesn't feel good to harbour anger and resentment (I'm glad your friend had what it took to stand up to Rawat, kudos there!). But that doesn't invalidate it. I no longer judge things simply by what feels good. We all aided and abetted to some extent and I regret my part in that, and though I can't undo things, I felt I could at least raise my voice here on the forum, recognising the errors I made raising my voice in 'satsang'. It's not much, but something.

It's hard to forgive someone else's complicity when they seem to express no regret themselves, nor acknowledge the harm caused with their assistance. Just shrugging it off and never thinking about it doesn't cut it for me.

I very rarely think about Rawat and the cult. But I never want to forget about it. I imagine that recognising I'd been duped so easily and thoroughly might protect me from being duped again. That seems the best strategy logically, though I admit there's no evidence of that working, having been duped several times since. (It's a balancing act between being alert and becoming paranoid!).






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