I didn't click on the link above, but your phrase "trigger warning" struck home.  I can't watch even a snippet of a Rawat video without feeling triggered, though I've been fully out about 8 yrs now.  And the triggering is involuntary, and happens despite knowing that he's a narcissistic fraud who takes no responsibility for the harm he's done to so many.   Cultism has significant parallels to substance addiction....