Re: Fashion / Design / Artistic Challenges
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08/25/2016, 17:29:54
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"...cleaning things that were already clean mostly and yet because it was service it was meant to be done in a non normal way, a special way, I felt like I was walking on eggshells, at my house there were 6 flatmates, it was casual and comfortable."

And I was the one who when asked about what service needed to be done, pointed sincere premies like you towards things to clean that didn't need to be cleaned.

So the only appropriate thing to say is: "I am so sorry!"

Many of my posts before you arrived were about the trauma of ashrams, an "experiment that failed" according to Rawat, which was the closest he ever came to apologizing.

I've said so much about it, but the bottom line is that it left a festering pit in my stomach that prevented me from telling anyone about Rawat because I couldn't in good conscience put anyone on a path towards such a wholly life altering commitment.  Having said that, I spent years as a service-a-holic in the background supporting "propagation."  Posting here is somehow like paying a debt to the beautiful part of humanity that I abandoned and judged so harshly when I moved into Rawat's socially isolated developmentally stunting sadistic FUN house.

I have to stop now or it will all come pouring out again -- all the squandered human potential and tragedies I witnessed.

You touched my heart with that one.  Casual and comfortable are the last words I would use to describe the ashrams I lived in.






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